Gundam Seed Destiny

Sunday, February 15, 2009

HATRED GROWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I keep telling all those who i loved & Cared about...that they should put more trust and faith in there friends, especially family....
I know i may NOT know how they truly feel......but.....but i won't make the same mistake i did back then... i won't let others take the path i have taken.....
How much i wished that everything could just be forgotten........
All they just know what to do is to aways putting their emotions into every problem they come across.... emotions won't get you any WHERE but at least EMOTIONS are honest..
All they know is to hold on to things that are meant to be FORGOTTEN!!!!!!!!
They never want to learn to move on!!!
They don't even believe in themselves!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Screw these Mother Fuckers.....
Why don't they understand...............
We aren't only defined by what or who we are.... But also by what we do or which choices we make..

Peace reigned supreme again | 1:55 PM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Pain...

The same feeling i always feel... the same unbearable pain... My heart hurts more and more each day... i am lost, no one to turn to...no where to hide.

Finding things to do to avoid this pain..

the hatred that runs through my veins

Maybe...just maybe i'm feeling this pain because i probably have no one to share with.. or at least truly understands my pain and Loneliness.....

The lack of friendship relations during childhood and adolescence, or the physical absence of meaningful people around me are causes for loneliness, depression....

Each time this deep feeling of pain, loneliness...comes, i just can't hold back my tears anymore.

People around me always say that they understand and came upon this feel before... but What The hell Do They KNOW!!!!
Do they even know, how it feels to be always alone all their FREAKING Life.. Being Misunderstood all the time... Being outcasted all the time, all even being blamed for something you didn't do...
Sometimes i just wish i was dead...
Sometimes i just wish that i would be knock down at any moment by a car,bus or even by a speeding train.. even now i wish that it would just come true...
i don't think anyone will even know that i was dead.
I didn't even got to take my Exam because of my grandma passing...
i tried to explain but no one listen..
No one would want to listen to a nobody like me...
until now...this pain never seems to fade away.
it feels that every Mistake i made or do, even by accident or NOT
this pain gets stronger... each second, each moment, each day...
Honestly, the only thing that is keeping me on a Positive Mind/Track, is a Special* someone who is very important to me..................................

*I'm searching for my other half(>.<)* Maybe it might just be more than enough to stop and take away this Fucking Pain...Growing inside of me..

Peace reigned supreme again | 4:07 PM

Sunday, February 8, 2009

Name: Shinn Asuka

Voice By: Kenichi Suzumura

: Matthew Erickson

Age: 16

Date of Birth: September 1

Nationality: Formerly Orb Union Currently PLANT

Relatives: Father & Mother(Both Unnamed)

: Mayu Asuka(Sister)

Genetic Type: Coordinator

Divider: Yes

Allegiance: Zaft

Rank: Red Uniform - FAITH

Mobile Weapons: ZGMF - X56S Impulse

: ZGMF - X42S Destiny

Shinn lives with his parents and his younger sister in the neutral country of Orb, but the Earth Alliance attacks Orb on June 15. Only Shinn survives when his family is caught in a crossfire between the (GAT - X131 Calamity) and the (ZGMF - X10A Freedom) mobile suits, though it is not clear whether the Calamity or the Freedom was responsible for the explosion that kills Shinn's family. Shinn blames Orb's rulers, the Athhas, for his family's deaths, believing that they should have surrendered to the attacking Earth Alliance Forces rather than endangering civilians in a battle that could not be won. Orb soldier Captain Todaka then takes care of Shinn and later sends him to the PLANTS, where he joins ZAFT and graduates as one of the top students in his class as a "ZAFT Red".

After graduation, Shinn is assigned to pilot ZAFT's (ZGMF - X56S Impulse), and is stationed aboard the battleship Minerva under the command of Talia Gladys along with former military academy classmates Rey Za Burrel, Vino Dupre, Lunamaria Hawke, Meyrin Hawke & Yolant Kent.

Peace reigned supreme again | 12:22 AM